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Satu Pengalaman Terindah (Tentang Cahayamata)

Salam semua, aku baru je lepas surfing satu blog.. yang sesungguhnya sangat2 menguji ketabahan hati penulisnya dan diri sendiri.
Air mata tak boleh ditahan-tahan.. betapa seorang ibu muda bernama Myah melalui pengalaman yang jarang sekali orang lain dapat rasakan.

Anak
adalah permata hati
penghibur kala sunyi
penyambung kasih 
suami dan isteri

Namun tak semua bertuah.. termasuklah diriku. Dan, tak semua juga yang memahami apa yg kami rasa. 

Perjalanan hidup aku dan Myah hampir sama, tapi Myah lebih beruntung kerana babynya survive walaupun sekadar 93 hari.

Aku masih terkilan, kerana tak dapat menatap wajahnya buat kali terakhir. Dan perasaan itu masih ada walaupun sudah 2 tahun berlalu..

Hanya yang mampu aku berdoa, semoga insan-insan yang senasib dengan kami, akan digantikan dengan yang lebih baik pada satu hari nanti. Dan begitu juga harapanku pada sahabat-sahabat yang memahami.. agar sentiasa mendoakan kami mendapat cahayamata sendiri, walaupun sekadar seorang buat penyeri hidup kami yang kesunyian.

Untuk kisah Myah -->  baby Faith Hope. Selamat membaca.

My Friends & Their Achievement



Just chat wif my UTM x-coursemates in Facebook.. Ira, Baya and Azizul.. 
Azizul currently further his study in PhD in Denmark, while Ira is working with NIOSH. Baya is an engineer which involves in Environmental things and also a certified Safety Officer.

Myself?

A working wife and master degree part time student in UTM. I supposed to complete my research by next semester but seems like.. I need to extend one more semester. Hummm..

Well, I need to change my mindset, my target and rearrange my time.. so I can be success like them.. 



Thanks my dear friends.. for giving support and ideas..






Next Chapter of Their Life



Last week, my hubby's family and I went to Londang to send my brother in-law, Amin to matriculation college. After getting good results in his SPM last year, he was offered to further his study in this college for a year. His cousin, Ika also was offered to this college.

Some photos during registration.

Arrival

Welcome banner
 

Ready for registration

my chubby hubby, ayah and mak


Fathers - ayah & pak bik

Mums - Bik Siti and mak

Amin - his happy faces..


Ika - ready for next step





Good luck to Amin & Ika.. may both of them stay focus in their study and achieve their dreams.. 



Tribute to Mothers (On this Mother's Day)


I always love this poetry..


Mother's Love

When you came into the world, she held you in her arms.
You thanked her by wailing like a banshee.
When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.
When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"
When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the
next-door-neighbor's window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day, from
soccer to gymnastics to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

Those teenage years
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to driver her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

Growing old and gray
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus, carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't
be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business."
When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you."
When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told
you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."
When you were 40, she called to remind you of an relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."
When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.


And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder.


~ ~ Mama, I'm sorry for all mistakes I've done, I really love you.. Happy Mother's Day Mama

Demam AF7?





Rasa-rasanya sejak dua menjak ni pegi mana2 pun asik cite pasal AF. Breakfast time, lunch time even after office hour, still AF. Even switch on TV pun iklan AF. Hmm.. sometimes quite bored.

Mula2 start AF7, nak la jugak tgk apenye transformasi yg nk jadi.. but after 8 weeks I felt nothing new that can inspire me (dulu pun sama..). But sometimes still tgk layan masa lapang.


So far pendapat aku, Aril is quite good, Akim sometimes Ok.. Hafiz? a good singer but gaya dia sama je.. xde x-factor (ceewah pandai jek..) So takde la yg jadi favorite aku this season. Season before this pun yg aku rasa betul2 transform is Mila.. bayangkan dr minggu first dgn nyanyi ketaq2.. tiba2 during final.. tu diaaa.. 


Apa-apapun.. good luck untuk para pengundi yg under kategori diehard fan.. dengan pesanan penaja.. jgn membazir duit time zaman gawat.. there are many peoples outside that need our money than this amateur singers. Kalau rasa nak bersedekah, akaun Maybank aku tadahkan.. hehehe

Berbalik pada citer asal, apa2pun mlm td Tiara the Principal baru buat kejutan (terkezut nye akuu...kununnn) yg AFMASUK ada lg.. so again, gudluck to voters, sokong la Aril.. sbb dia yg layak masuk final.